i'm feeling a little scattered these days. a little small and a little unsure. so often i find myself caught between laughter and tears. and when i don't know what to do, i just end up mingling the two into some sort of ... moment.
i don't like this feeling.
i don't like walking around with a blistering, tender-to-the-touch heart. i don't like feeling everything on a 10. i don't like being so aware of so much still so deep inside of me.
but i am committed to this journey. i am committed to His heart for my life. so, go ahead, Jesus. pull back another layer. and i'll do my best not to run this time.
